What was I THINKING?

This play is such a huge committment. Rehearsal started this week on Tuesday, and I've already been there for nine hours. Next week is another twelve, not counting time I'll spend on my own learning lines... another twelve the week after, and then tech week.

I simultaneously got hit with weird allergies/post nasal drip and generally higher workload - my throat is totally killing me. Tea is my only salvation.

What the hell was I thinking??